I’m still here, what a dream
A mind never did awaken,
to see the real world around us
Not bad nor good it’s just a roll of the dice
some people were born to see and some just to dream
who is to say which is the best or which way is right
When you first awaken and you see the others around you,
some can see and you think the others will someday awaken.
that does not happen,
so the ones who truly see from the beginning,
are the chosen few
Why
Woke with a dream in the back of my head
About 50 years ago
A runaway band in a greyhound station
a misfit traveling show
No Destination couldn’t go home
No real place to go
Run away in the dead of the night
Begin a life out on the road
Why did I run
Why did I cry
No place to go
No wings to fly
Daddy’s back from a war
With those voices in his head
An Angry man filled with pride
A broken family man
Was it wrong the children ask
He keeps it inside
The kids just see the brutality
And then the angels cried
Why did he fight
Why did they die
No legs to run
And No wings to fly
Where do they go
When the church bells ring
Why they don’t laugh
Why they don’t sing no more
I ran out the door
I ran out the door
Why did they fight
Why did they fight
Why did they die
Why did they die
No legs to run
No Wings to fly
Where do they go
When the church bells ring
Why they don’t laugh
Why they don’t sing no more
No more they sing
Why did I run
Why did I fight
No place to go
No Wings to fly
Child
A troubled child on the news again
Nothing to lose nothing to win
A familiar child with no fear
Where else would I be
You find me here
I picked it apart every word un clear
Seems so long ago alone,
Searching for answers in the tunes
Everywhere sound, but few clues here
I still hear it in my dreams,
It whispers to my ear
So many nights
driving the back way home
Cruising for miles
with nowhere to go
Radio tunes by the dashboard light.
Searching for clues
to fix my broken soul
So easy to get lost
inside your own darkness
And forget all about
the world out side
Forget that once upon a time
I was that child
Searching for a miracle
to save my life
On the point of a pin
every world unsaid
I see now what I didn’t see then
What you lose, what you choose
From the same set of clues
Another ember floating on the wind
Days
So many days now have passed us by
So many nightmares in so many nights.
I walked a lonely road in darkness
Did not even know why.
We would never find the dream
Just couldn’t get it right.
Didn’t know it at the time
But you will always walk alone.
The dream you spend your life searching for
Was within you all the time.
So many bands of angels
Songs by angels never heard
Some great cause to follow
Yet never be put to words
We are all just soldiers
in a war rising on the tide.
The angels wait in shadows
To hear the songs we have inside.
The World
The World is on fire.
It just keeps burning.
Freedom is a desire,
You can never keep it down.
Hollywood
I never did make it to Hollywood
I never got that Nashville dream.
Strange I turned up playing an old guitar
on some deserted sunny beach.
I could cry about the dreams I missed
If I only had a little more time
But the moon is rising as the sun sets low
So I got to build a bonfire
and pour another glass of wine.
Fight
I fight with angels in the darkness
We fight the devils in the night
We fight the time that is against us all
Untill the morning light
Running
Find the silence if you think you can
It’s not so easy anymore
I used to care so much about
Which road I ran
But I’m not running anymore.
I wanted to be some kind of a hero
It just did not come to pass
Maybe some kind of a rock star
But it was not in my path.
I ran the back roads like everyone else
I never had much fear of dying.
It would not matter if you cry or run
We all have just so much time.
I escaped it once before in my past
But it will be back around.
I just hope when it finds me
I’m wide awake
If it sneaks up from behind.
Moon
I am a child of the moon
I just stay in my room
I play soft music loud
I don’t fit with the crowd.
Night Time
You pass into the night time so easily
I stare long into the dark silence of my cold room
I start searching for some melody on the wings of a dove
But I end jusrt chasing shadows of love